phobia

I'm sorry I wont stay there  with you till the end.

 I wont hold your hand and tell you I love you and your my one and only I can't.

I wont keep giving you chances and keep believing in empty promises.

I wont spend hours and hours on the phone with you. 

if it isn't seeing potential.

I wont sit here and sell you stories .

I have phobia I no longer do commitment  .

I'm afraid of giving in and have time wasted.'

im afraid of loss relationships and broken trust with people.

 I wont make a relationship work while the opposite person doesn't .

I wont sit here and have you be romeo while I play Juliet .

this isn't  a fairytale love it just isn't  .

I couldn't try not even a bit .

because I have phobia in being committed .

-Nadira Ahmed