You can't  always have what you want.

"I'm sorry instead of talking I decided to be quiet .
instead of trying to talk about it .
I didn't know what to say I ran away .
I couldn't  say it, I just didnt know how to explain it ,
what couldve  I said? that I don't have any interest in you?
That I just couldnt  vibe with you?
that I just couldn't see me and you?
I hope you under stand.
I hope you take this the way it is.
 and know me as I am.
we didn't connect like you thought we did.
you must have  loved me.
But I'm sorry I never did.
they say you love what you can't have .
And thats what happen between me and you.

Hopefully you find someone that loves  you.
sad to say it just couldn't be me what you were hoping for.

-Nadira Ahmed